noboby not really

it all began in paris

“ nobody not really “

"Nobody Not Really" is a powerful and deeply personal art piece that marks a significant milestone in the artist's creative journey. It represents their inaugural venture into the realm of physical art using markers and pens, reflecting a newfound outlet for self-expression and healing. Inspired by the one and only Rare Scrilla who is a master of the art of pen and marker on paper. Paying homage to the creator of FakeRares.

At first glance, this evocative artwork may appear enigmatic, but a closer examination reveals a profound narrative that chronicles 44 years of torment and resilience. The artist's journey, marked by the discovery of Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD), is depicted with striking honesty and vulnerability.

Central to this artwork is the inclusion of Spider-Man, the artist's favorite superhero. Spider-Man's presence is symbolic of the artist's own commitment to helping others, much like the web-slinger's dedication to protecting his city. The juxtaposition of Spider-Man amidst the turmoil underscores the artist's aspiration to be a beacon of hope and support for those facing their own challenges, just as Spider-Man has been for them.

The heart of "Nobody Not Really" revolves around duality. On one hand, it vividly portrays the anguish and suffering endured throughout the artist's life, capturing the essence of their CPTSD experience. The visceral, raw imagery serves as a testament to the emotional turbulence they faced, a storm that raged within for decades.
Yet, within this turbulent narrative, there is a glimmer of resilience and hope. The artist skillfully conveys the idea that despite the overwhelming torment, they have not only survived but have also forged a formidable toolbox for coping with CPTSD. This toolbox is symbolized by the elements within the artwork, perhaps depicted as tools or symbols of inner strength and self-discovery.

The inclusion of Pepe meditating within the piece represents the artist's journey of overcoming CPTSD. Pepe's serene posture amidst the chaos serves as a powerful metaphor for the artist's inner transformation. Through meditation and self-care, they have found a path to healing and recovery, turning pain into strength and turmoil into peace.

In essence, "Nobody Not Really" is just the beginning of a larger artistic journey that promises to unfold the complete story of the artist's life. Through a series of upcoming pieces, they intend to share the profound odyssey of living with the symptoms of CPTSD, the transformative moment of realization, and the ongoing journey towards overcoming this complex condition.

As viewers engage with "Nobody Not Really," they are invited to contemplate their own battles, sources of strength, and the power of art as a means of catharsis and healing. It is a testament to the artist's resilience, a testament to the human spirit's capacity for growth and transformation, and a powerful reminder that nobody is defined solely by their suffering; they are, in fact, much more. Spider-Man and Pepe meditating within the canvas serve as anchors of inspiration and hope, reminding us all of the superheroes that exist within us, ready to face life's challenges with courage and grace.